When the lights switched back on, she was outside the book shop. She couldn’t remember walking outside, but she was now standing in the narrow-cobbled street with the book clutched tightly to her chest. She took a look down both ends of the street as she tried to figure out what to do next. To the left, it led back to the candied-streets lined by rivers of deep chocolate. The scene resembled a child’s wildest fantasies, and she felt a strong urge to go back in that direction. Another part of her, the logical side, told her to look to the right instead. There, the cobbled streets gave way to a woodland trail that led through a forest with overgrown grass, tall bushes and towering trees. It looked as if no one had walked through it in years. Suspicion rose inside of her as she replayed all the horror movies she’d watched before – you do not walk down a creepy trail on your own. Dream or not.
Just as she was about to walk toward candy land, she spotted a wooden sign post among the tall grass. It looked as if a child had painted on it in large, pink letters: Go This Way. Her name was signed at the bottom, in case it wasn’t clear enough that the sign was meant for her to see. If she didn’t want to walk down this way before, now she certainly didn’t.
Her dreams were usually very vivid. One in particular stood out; a recurring dream she had growing up. It was the middle of the day and the sun was casting its rays directly over a large, gleaming lake. She couldn’t see where it ended, it just seemed to go on and on to meet the horizon. A dense green forest surrounded the lake.
She stood on a wooden dock in the middle of the lake and she took in the scene before her, a huge golden building in the shape of a globe was situated on the lake. It sparkled in the midday sun, and seemed to be made of glass and precious stones. She could hear – no, she could sense piano music being played inside. An exclusive party was underway in the building. People’s laughter, and images of a ballroom filled with people in fancy dress holding champagne glasses appeared before her. She couldn’t actually see these things of course; she was hundreds of metres away from the building. The lake and its surroundings were silent, and she was alone, but somehow, she could sense exactly what was happening inside.
Another time, it was late at night. She was standing behind a big bush, and beside her was a trail leading to the golden globe building. This time she wasn’t alone, there were other people her age all dressed up and talking animatedly among themselves. It felt like camp, a camp for the rich and successful. She stood apart from the crowd, watching them as they streamed to the globe in their dozens. They couldn’t see her, or maybe chose not to. Once again music was coming from the golden globe, she wasn’t sure what kind of music it was but she knew a party was happening there.
As she continued to spy on them, somebody tapped on her shoulder from behind. It was the librarian. He had a friendly smile on his face, and he too was dressed up, donning a tuxedo and his locs were tied in a neat bun on top of his head. To say the least, she was utterly surprised to see him. How did he make it into a dream from her past? Before she could open her mouth to ask him anything he pointed at the book in her arms. She looked down, she didn’t know she was still holding onto it.
“You haven’t opened it yet,” he remarked with slight disappointment, “I thought by now you would have figured it out.” What was he talking about? She felt a bit dizzy trying to make sense of what was happening. He saw the confusion on her face.
“You told me last time that when you returned you’d have figured out how to get it open. Apparently you haven’t.” He spoke slowly, as if to an infant. This offended her slightly, but she was still confused.
“Last time?” She furrowed her brow.
“Yes, before you travelled back to the other world.”
Other world? “You mean, before I woke up?” She looked at the book in her arms. It was starting to feel heavy and all too real. She held it up to her face to get a closer look. She could smell the worn, brown leather and the woody scent of the pages.
“Have you not figured it out yet? Last time it didn’t take you this long. But then again, you were much younger that time. Your mind was a lot sharper.”
“Okay man, aren’t you meant to be some sort of guide? Like the Cheshire cat or something?” she said, annoyed. “Obviously I don’t know why I’m having this dream so enlighten me, you seem to know what’s happening.”
He smirked and side stepped away from the bush she was hiding behind. He merged into the crowd of party-goers, leaving her alone once again. “This isn’t Alice in Wonderland,” he said before disappearing into the crowd.